Two is better than one

heart to heart

2012-02-13T00:20:00.000+08:00

heart to heart talk with boyfriend is one thing i like the most..
maybe due to our bad temper..
we seldom have this kind of session..
this kind of session make me feel that actually bf do love me alot..
maybe it's my fault coz i always think too much..
that leads to us always quarrel..
i'm kinda sorry about that..
trying very hard to control myself..
:'(
sorry Ku..
i will control my temper and be your sweet girlfriend..
hope you honour ur promises to me too..

Short trip planned! and we are leaving in 2 weeks time! WooHoooooOoo.. :D

2012-02-11T00:30:00.002+08:00

quite a number of people asked me..
why did i fall in love with my bf.. why i love him..

the answer is.. i dun noe too..
perhaps.. love have no reasons behind it at all..

2012-02-10T09:23:00.000+08:00

though i always blog abt him.. i din wan him to read about it...

Maybe one of this days when he realli thinks im important and treasure me more.. perhaps that will be the day whereby i shall let him read and know how i realli feel..

Time to be more independant...

i hate the feeling of feeling lonely..

especially he is that type who just throw me aside when he's not happy.

every quarrels seems like a big thing and i always have a feeling that it ended up with a break up..

Maybe i realli have no confident in myself anymore..

to be together until today.. we went through quite alot...

breaking up and patching up..

i maybe demanding and unreasonable sometimes..
but at the very least.. im always trying to keep our relationship together..

i alwyas give in.. i always apologise..

you always think that it is right for me to forgive u when u r wrong..
but on the other hand.. if im wrong... u will give me cold shoulder for hours.. for days.. den it's kinda unfair..

it's rather sad to be in this situation..

like i say always..
character cannot be change..
if you love me.. accept me.. give in to me..
don't always let me feel so low confident and sad......

2012-02-09T22:31:00.001+08:00

Why am i found crying badly again.....

2012-02-09T19:10:00.001+08:00

当你知道你要和我在一起的时候，你就应该有心理准备你要容忍我..

Why do just angry with me for so long and just throw me aside?

Maybe sometimes im really too much but as a job for bf, u sld just love me as much..

I dun wan to always be the one to try to make up for all the quarrels.. I dun wan to appear bowing low to you all the times..

Suddenly need some care and love..
So down.........................

Do i realli deserve this? :'(

2012-02-08T21:58:00.001+08:00

Study is tiring.. Work is tiring too.. Im trying to love my products.. My boss told me to read more about it and adore it! :) :) :)

family

2012-02-08T18:37:00.000+08:00

my relatives are rather bias la..
why is it always my family got to give in...
why is it when there are good things..
we are always the last to know?
is it even fair?

really tired...
tired of the biasness already...

2012-02-08T18:35:00.002+08:00

Sometimes im rather paranoid when my bf went out..
dun noe why always find him got things to hide..
Zz..
Please..
i dun wanna quarrel and fight with him..
Please be true to me~

2012-02-08T18:34:00.000+08:00

it's like realli very very lucky that i got a job and was paid quite well..
:)
Started working already but the job is a little stressful cuz the people here are less approachable cuz they are way to busy..
it's rather tough to be under somebody..
Maybe just not used to it yet..
My department people are rather nice..
just that sometimes i feel..
they sldnt push things to me cuz i dun noe where and how to start...
but well..
till now..
they have yet to scold me..
Please po pi me.. :S

blog

2012-02-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

well...
i din know why i din get the motivation to blog..
nothing much happen..
got closer with bf family..
went for dinner then to movie.. :D
everyday of CNY i slept at 5 plus to 6 plus in the morning..:S

ok..
another thing that i wanna update..
looking for jobs is just so tiring..
and im losing my patience..
my bf is kind of rather encouranging..

i think this yr im realli down on my luck..
cuz i fan tai sui..
super suay..
i keep quarreling with my bf.. :(

i hope you are true to me..

HATE

2012-01-13T22:54:00.000+08:00

why do everyone out there wants me to be understanding..
wants me to listen to all your nags.. craps... unhappiness...
and yet everyone forgets that im a human with emotions too..
cant i be moody and sad too? :'(
cant all of you fucking understanding that i just lose my job?
give me some space.. spare me all your negativity..
Stop trying to tell me how much u guys understands me..
no one understand...
:'(
i want to do the job i want...
please dad.. please stop nagging at me..
asking me to go into the occupation that you hope i will be..

please.. everyone.. stop asking me if i found a job yet..
i just lost my job last week.. its not last month!

Give me some time and some freedom to choose... plEase...

I hAte the world..

Boyfriend

2012-01-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

sometimes i think im realli very nice to my boyfriend...
the careless him..
Lose his wallet while eating mac after his soccer at east coast park..
he sms me at 6 plus am..
and with that..
i rush cab down and help him search for it..
then accompany him eat breakkies..
then accompany him make police report..
dun noe what the police is doing nowadays..
we waited from 9am to 1045am to make a report?!?
forget it..
then took bus and accompany him to airport to work..
then i headed home..
am i a good gf?
why doesnt i feel appreciated?

Relationship..

2012-01-10T23:39:00.002+08:00

Is it really wrong for gf to check her bf hp?
why my bf is so uptight whenever i do so..
and he gets angry and snatch it away..
he say..
he got nothing to hide..
just dun like ppl to see his hp.. :(
Like how would i feel and think?

different girls keep appearing in his fb..
sld i not check?
i tot all gf do?
very sad whenever i see all those and he jus denied flatly..
can you just be faithful to me?
can you just let me be the apple of your eye? :(

JoBs

2012-01-10T23:36:00.002+08:00

Jobs interview are like a tough!
Jobs Search are like a double tough!
:(
how i wish to get married right now with a financially stable hubby..
:(

Retrench

2012-01-04T23:13:00.000+08:00

ok..
i still couldnt accept the fact that im being retrench..
:(
Many people told me.. there's more to meet the eye..
but..
haiz..
i really cldnt accept that im jobless now..
Please..
Get me a job.. :(

Been tearing..
i worked thr for almost 4 yrs..
and they told me this news at 5pm and asked me to leave at 530pm..
din even have time to pack..

:D

2012-01-01T02:12:00.002+08:00

i'm really glad to spend so much time this few weeks with boyfriend..

im so happy that he is making effort for us..

i appreciate that......

hOpe everything will continue to improve.... :D

2012

2012-01-01T02:10:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year EveryOne!

The start of 2012..

I'm glad to spend the last day of 2011 and the 1st second of 2012 with all the important people in my live..

sldnt care abt whether 2011 had been good...

lets now set some resolution for 2012..

1) Get a Good Job Soon

2) Get My Degree

3) *Secret*

Disappointment

2011-12-29T10:44:00.000+08:00

THis is his gift to me..

See how excited and happy when he receive my gift...
you guys sld see how disappointed i am with my gift..
:(
At first he tried to buy me a box of chocolate...
and force me to unwrap in front of everyone..
I was so disappointed at the chocolate..
Zzz...
but wanted to save him some face..
i did not want to make a big fuss..
then he told me..
thats just to make fun of me..
Well..
he pass me the second gift..
not wanting a second disappoinment thr..
i insist of not unwrapping..
i unwrapped it at home..
and i was again disappointed by it..
:(
i must be a bad girl this year..
that's why santa did not give me a good present.. :(

X-mas eve party

2011-12-29T10:35:00.001+08:00

Xmas Party was held at Sam's house...
his mum is indeed a great cook.. lols..
we aren't too bad too..
look at the food that we prepare..

See... Delicious right?
we had a great time..
Oh.. Forget to mention..
my bf lost his handphone on a cab.
yes its TRANS CAB...
Ass...
tried calling the customer service to try and mass send messages to all driver to see if can recover the phone..
but worse night mare happen...
the customer service personnel, a female, refuse to help and direct us to the lost & found line..
and the stupid lost & Found line keep putting us on hold for 20 minutes or so...
we called a total of 6 times..
F* Transcab..
i have already log in a complaint..
you better give me a reasonable reply or you will hear from LTA soon...

okok..
stop ranting...
after eating.. we proceeded to our gift exchange...
i got bf's, verl got mine, sam got verl's and bf got sam's...
dun noe why bf just like to buy chocolate...
Lols..

Headed for bowling and geylang for supper there after..
had a great night..
next post on bf gift to me.. :S

X-mas

2011-12-29T10:12:00.001+08:00

Skipped Class on 23rd!
too sians already..
went for chitchat session with Sam and verlene @ TCC @ airport..
Thanks god for having them always by my side and listening to my problems.. :(
we gossip quite a bit too..
lols..
its good to see that they are loving..

went on for grocery shopping to prepare for our xmas pot luck party on 24th.
i only manage to buy fillet from there as most of section in the NTUC had already been closed.
shopping was done at around 12 plus...
then sam sent me home.. :D

Friends

2011-12-23T10:14:00.000+08:00

I seldom get pissed or mad with friends..
But..
Its Saddening to know that people whom you care about in your life treats you as unimportant...
comes to you only when they needed you...
Stop thinking about how good you are and how bad people are...
try to spare more thoughts for people's (so call friends) feelings for whatever things you say and write...
we didnt want you to make effort... we hope that you appreciate our effort..
Everyone else gave up on you.. i still have not..
if u realise,i'm still here...

2011-12-23T09:51:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas people! :D

Xmas In Office

2011-12-21T10:33:00.000+08:00

Once a yr xmas event in office..
Time flies..
it is the 4th xmas in the office...
every yr more or less the same...
we will be having buffet from this caterer call chili padi..
actualli i dun noe what is so nice abt them..
it is like so exp lo..
with this money we can get much better ones i guess..
then proceed to Q & A session about xmas and Jeseus..
not that i dun like or dun wanna participate..
but not all people are christian and know their history...
ok la.. im not stupid.. they ask wat is the red nose animal..
i noe its a reindeer..
my colleague laypeng argued that it is an antelope..
what the hell..
somemore she is christian...
never hear the song about the red nose reindeer?
the most favourite part of the whole party is the carols singing part..
i love some songs..
and it proceeded on with discovering talent of Innovative..
lols..
few colleagues sing some oldies..
haha...
then gift xchange...
well..
i dun like my gift.. im a sad girl this year.. its my first gift and i dun like...
:(

Friends

2011-12-19T09:44:00.001+08:00

What are friends?
Your Side kick?

Sometimes im really disappointed about some friends...
everyone is lazy to plan for gathering..
but when someone decided to do so..
why cant you make time?
was it that only when you decided to meet then we can meet?
you never have enough friends..
friends will be thr in time of needs and when u need someone to tok to...
im very disappointed with my different circles of friends..
i guess.. if you guys dun treasure our friendship.. i wun bother anymore..
dun come running to me if there is any problem...

Ultimate disappointment.........

Muffin making

2011-12-19T00:07:00.001+08:00

i have decided to make muffin...
haha..
wanted to make puff but am afraid that i might be unsuccessful..
people might ask..
why durian?
when i hated durian..
bcuz.. my bf is on my mind when im thinking abt making cakes and muffin..
hOpe he will like it..
but well..
he din give any comment.. :(
people who wanna make this cute muffin can get the recipe from me.. :)

Sotong

2011-12-18T23:58:00.001+08:00

Hello Sotongs!

i promise to upload only the nice pictures!

Its been a year again.. We had our xmas lunch at marche this year..

im glad 2011 is a good year for us as our meetup frequency gets better..

More to come.. Looking forward to monthly meeting!!

and sentosa with Seng..

Sotongs

2011-12-15T10:50:00.002+08:00

Still Remember the last xmas gathering that sotongs really had..
i believe it is realli the last..
still remember we went to NYDC at suntec..
and took pictures at esplanade..
we will never have full strength sotongs gathering again...
i doubt anyone would remember me if i did not call on them..

Msg XinWen Yesterday..
And found out that she is going for CT scan on this 21st...
Im Really worried..
meanwhile.. lets just pray for her health and safety..

Till then..
we meet again...

2011-12-13T09:51:00.003+08:00

Usually when mum is at home..
we dont really appreciate her..
tot she likes to nag..
and feels that she is so fortunate to stay at home..
finally know that staying at home needa do alot of things..
:(
Praying in the morning to washing clothes to cooking to washing dishes..
and have yet to sweep and mop the floor..
when mum goes away for the first day we already like missing her..
maybe plus im moody due to issue with bf..
feel so down..
luckily everything is quite alright already..
boyfriend stayed over and study..
and sort of like accompany us..
and sister and brother din go out..
so we all guai guai stay at home...
yesterday bf came over after his exam and we went NTUC..
and he cooked for us and i cooked clear tom yam soup.. :D
sister friend came for dinner as well..
like partying when mum is not ard ar!
haha
im a happy girl yesterday.. i've got lovely boyfriend and lovely family..

2011-12-13T09:48:00.003+08:00

Last week was so hard to bear..
the cold war for bf and me seems so hard to overcome...
I hOpe Our Problem will be resolve soon..

Time to change my temper..
wanna make this relationship a happy one..
Love change everything..

2011-12-07T16:13:00.003+08:00

i keep thinking about him..
i keep reading his promises to me..
:'(
im really hurt when my cousin ask me when is my turn to get married...
:'(

2011-12-06T21:16:00.002+08:00

Suddenly miss my boyfriend..
Seeing people get married really give me the feel to..
But..
Hais..
I may lost my love.. I really miss you.. I do...

2011-12-06T17:29:00.002+08:00

my bf treat me very well actually..
dont know why im always not satisfied..
now that things happen..
is it too late to regret..
i finally feel that i realli miss him alot..

if given a chance..
i will change and give him a better gf..

2011-12-06T17:26:00.001+08:00

全世界只有你不知道我有多爱你..

2011-11-29T20:32:00.001+08:00

Nobody appreciate me...
you dont appreciate me...

2011-11-29T16:48:00.002+08:00

I got this picture from the net.
hehe..
Just wanna share about this hair serum.
i just start using on Saturday and it is recommended by my cousin Anna.
It was really nice.
although the damage hair cannot be cure overnight..
it does help by creating a healtier look for your hair and smoothen it too..
and most importantly, it smell nice even after a long day..
people with damage hair can give it a try.
you can get it from Watsons @ $7.90. :)

2011-11-18T17:06:00.002+08:00

very busy week..
grandpa was in hospital for days already..
doctor diagnoise that there is a 2cm thing in the lungs..
but its super risky to take it out to check or to remove..
Please pray hard that he will be fine..
:'(
Sometimes we dun like old people cuz they are naggy.. cus of their habit..
cuz of many many small little things..
But when things like that happen..
it realli bind us together and we also realise his importance in our heart..
Dear grandpa..
pls get well soon..

2011-11-18T17:02:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i feel that you really love me and you care..
But sometimes your coldness irks me..
especially time when we quarrelled and you totally ignored me..
im really confused..
i dont know my moodswing is caused by PMS or Exam..
Please help me..
tell me what to do..

2011-11-14T10:36:00.002+08:00

You Are the Apple of My Eye
那些年，我們一起追的女孩。

Story..
Changhua, west coast of Taiwan, 1994. Sixteen-year-old Ko Ching-teng (Ko Chen-tung) is a pupil at Chingchang High School, along with his pals "Boner" (Yen Sheng-yu), the serious "Fattie" A-ho (Steven Hao), the bragging "Cock Tsao" (Owodog) and the lascivious "Groin" (Tsai Chang-hsien). All have a crush on the brightest student in their class, goody two-shoes Shen Chia-yi (Michelle Chen), but she is only interested in her studies. When Ching-teng and Boner are caught fooling around in class, Ching-teng is made to sit in front of her and is put under her personal supervision. Chia-yi makes it her personal mission to get Ching-teng interested in taking schoolwork seriously, and eventually his marks start to improve. Gradually, their early antagonism turns into something more than friendship, though Ching-teng never openly declares his liking for her. On graduation day, Chia-yi whispers to her best friend Hu Chia-wei (Wan Wan) the name of the boy she likes the most. During that summer, in 1997, the group of seven spend their last carefree days together before going their separate ways to further education. Chia-yi goes to National Taipei University of Education, while Ching-teng ends up in a college in Hsinchu, south of the city, where he forms a new group of friends but still phones Chia-yi every day. The two see each other but Ching-teng still holds back from officially "dating" her. To boost his sense of pride, Ching-teng organises a fight tournament at his college but gets soundly beaten. After an argument with Chia-yi, who's appalled by his immature behaviour, he walks away, and it looks like the two will never see each other again.

this is really a nice show!
please go and watch...
it make me think of my first love.. :S

2011-11-14T09:19:00.003+08:00

To satisfy boyfriend craving for steamboat and my crave for movies..
we decided to have dinner @ downtown east...
went to this fat fish steamboat at level 1..

the place looks great..
the price is very expensive..
but we decided to just try..
it was a sucky experience...

-It was seriously overpriced.. (2 person $74)(Drinks cost $2.50 per can)
-There was not much variety.. (only vege, yong tau fu,all the balls, 2-3 seafood)
-Not enough Staff allocated (Our soup almost goes dry while waiting for topup)

On a lighter note, the staff were quite friendly..

but seriously.. would not be going again as it is seriously not worth the price..

2011-11-09T16:40:00.002+08:00

Had family BBQ..
quite fun with all the cousins..
was a good gathering for all..
its best if everyone could put in a lil effort to make things work and not use eye and mouth power to command people do things..
but well..
i still prefer if the gathering only a family gathering..
with others.. somehow.. it's just not the same..

2011-11-09T16:16:00.002+08:00

was super disappointed with boyfriend once again...
dont know why lyk that..
i feel so not important to him...
should i even continue with him?
all this question is revolving around my head...
no matter how i beg him.. he just wont give in..
and he broke his promise..
he said he will be back by sat night..
but he never did..
only back on sunday.. :'(
at that moment when he is back..
i jus feel lyk telling him... it's over..
hais...
and the thing is that he said his uncle and friend went there for positution..
and he said he never?!?
how to believe man..
sians to the max..
i dun noe how long i could stand all this nonsense..
he keep asking me to believe him..
asking me to trust him...
how to when all this keep happening..
:'(
i cried so much every day..
din have a good sleep..
met him on monday and he was suppose to explain to me..
but end up i din wanna believe..
and i cried my night away..
he accompany me till 1 plus.. :'(
took leave on tues..
mum was sick..
Zzz...
so long since she sick...
help her with some chores..
prepare food to cook..
then headed for test..

i had a good rest too..
since i din hab enough for the weekend.. :'(
my eyes is still a lil swollen thou..

2011-11-09T11:38:00.002+08:00

Saw on my friend facebook wall..
the boyfriend propose..
omg..
and she posted the newspaper article..
her bf propose to her @ big walk..
omg..
Damn romantic can..

more details please read..
http://www.tnp.sg/bigwalk/content/new-paper-big-walk-2011-walk-family

i hope for a romantic proposal too..
i dun mind it is just the two of us...
:(
i dont need a big diamond ring..
i need a sincere heart...
but guess.. it wun happen..
Boyfriend always say no need for proposal..
well.. :(

2011-11-03T15:42:00.002+08:00

went to swim yesterday..
damn tired..
it was more of a gathering than a swim..
i got a 8 half lap swim before the rest reach.
thanks Colleague for driving me there.. :)
Anna reach quite late..
but she was in for like less than 10 mins and it started to rain..
haha..
it was too heavy so we din continue swimming..
went to bath..
and they say wanna go eat..
so off we went to Ave 8..
they had Zi cha..
me n bro was out cuz it was no pork day..
anyway..
Thanks shu shu and donna for the dinner..
and great time with cousins.. :D

2011-11-02T16:07:00.002+08:00

Dear Blog..
Why do i always throw temper?
What past is past.. whY Woman just like to bring out the past for qurrels.
he is angry already and he doesnt wanna tok to me.. :S

Anyway..
receiced a very shocking news..
James, worked in the company for 4 yrs plus..
got terminate yesterday, but he asked for resign.
and the thing is..
it is with immediate effect...

4 yrs de friend..
feel abit sad..

watched What's your number @ Night...
Well..
Not a bad show Thou..

2011-11-01T16:18:00.002+08:00

I'm Going to try to blog at least once a day...
Had a terrible night yesterday...
Boyfriend droop me a msg saying that he is on his way home at around 10..
and i try to contact him until 12 plus still no sign of him...
scare the shit out of me..
:(
i cried lo.. im so worried that he might meet with some misfortune or what..
He never din msg me after he was home before..
i Cry soooo much...
then sister wake up to accompany me for a while....
i even called his mum and was told that he wasnt home..
Zzzz..
he finally called back at 12.45am.. :'(
phew~
he left his phone in his friend car.. that kuku...
So paisei now..
sldnt be so chong dong and call the mama...
.....

I love you boyfriend.....

2011-10-31T14:38:00.002+08:00

Im A little bit worried about our future...
i dont know why my boyfriend keep dont wanna go work...
im worried...
what if he got fired..
can he accept a pay lower by half from now?
can he adapt a new environment?
will he get a new job fast?
the flat..
the future...
i hope this is just temporary for now...

2011-10-31T14:32:00.002+08:00

yesterday me and boyfriend went to eat @ hougang mall foodcourt..
its lyk mths back since we last eat Foodcourt tgt..

sometimes..
i really want to say kudos to my boyfriend..
only he have the patience and way to handle his difficult girlfriend..

2011-10-31T14:17:00.001+08:00

went to punggol seafood to celebrate daddy's birthday..
well..
it was sooooo expensive lo...
but i heard the crab is not bad from dad and desmond..
we had kailan.. chilli crab... tofu... pork rib.. salted egg sotong..
i personally like the salted egg sotong.. lols..
it was not much to my liking la.. (the others)
the dinner was not really enjoyable..
my mum is pulling a long face..
im in a bad mood too cuz of flu...
Cab-ed back to my house...
had mahjong session till 5am..
Damn Shag..
Lose money..
so long din lose liao...
Zzz...
Suay to the very max..

2011-10-27T10:25:00.001+08:00

Still praying..
although we seems fine..
but i dun noe what's on your mind........
God.. I need you.. Answer me..

2011-10-25T10:32:00.002+08:00

Been Feeling rather down..
I dont wanna share the problem..
please send me your blessing..
and pray for everything to be well again...

if pretending that nothing happens it can let the problem vanish..
i will too...

i wonder..
will you be in my umbrella during storm...

2011-10-24T10:46:00.000+08:00

i dont wish to leave you.. :'(

2011-10-24T10:41:00.001+08:00

do we really have to walk till this step when we seems to be just fine and you were so nice? :(
please...

2011-10-20T19:53:00.003+08:00

My classmate cook me this to help my long winded cough!

2011-10-19T21:53:00.001+08:00

Suddenly feel a very strong biasness in my relative..

Started to get a lil sians to attend family event..

Suan la..
I still love my family..

2011-10-19T12:55:00.001+08:00

Yesterday Sara say..
when you are in love you will be fatter cuz you eat more when u r happy..
Is it true?
So does it means that my bf is happy while im not?

2011-10-17T14:29:00.002+08:00

Everyday was wellspent this week..
Bf rented car..
he picked me everyday from school..

Tue :
He went to watch soccer.. after that he ta bao soup and waited for me at compass point cuz he cldnt make it to my school..

Wed :
we went school..
i finish first so i waited for him @ outram..
and we had supper @ hongkong cafe..

Thus :
he finish first..
he came to queenstown to fetch me.. :D
went to balestier market to eat..
he got heat rash from his army field trip.. :(

Fri :
Bf was on MC cuz of the heat rash..
he picked me from my home and we headed to ECP for my Fav Jap food..Waraku..
then headed to the beach for a walk..
then sit thr and chill..
this is my fav activity..
then.. Fetched his cousin..
wanted to go farmway to prawn..
but too crowded..
headed to punggol end..
his gf joined us after that...
no prawn that day~
Sians MAx..
but in the end.. they decided to BBQ the prawn.. they ate..
i dun dare to eat.. lols..
prawn and eat till 7 plus in the morning..
den headed to my New hOme..
So happy to see it start to built..
Reach home @ 8..
Tired..

Sat:
Zz Awhile den headed out at night for sam bday cele..
had Jap fooD again.. :D
then Went Partyworld...
Yoshi left cuz he thinks its too late to hang out till 1..
That's explain for the sorethroat now..

Sun:
slept quite long...
bf picked me @ 5pm..
headed to his hse and take his file..
went to DTE..
Wierd day..
Met his ah yi thr and IVan..
then headed eat @ yam's kitchen...
met ivan while he was waiting for his gf..
later heard from Ivan that bf mum was at hub too..
Lols..
Watched Real Steel..
wanted to watch what's ur number lo..
Zzz...
and i dun lyk yam's kitchen..
Zz..
anyway..
Something very sad.. Bf forgot it's 16th ytd..
:(
it's our 18th mth.. :S

On a sadder note..
bf going to field trip today..
and..
he cldnt book out for 3 days.. :(
please take care..

2011-10-12T10:06:00.001+08:00

job searching in progress...
i dun wanna get pay deducting for company shut down..
i dun wanna get aim by stupid petty person..
Omg..
Please bless me!

2011-10-12T09:56:00.002+08:00

OMG Great News!

My house will be ready in 2 yrs! 2013! omG OMG OMGGGGGG~

2011-10-06T16:52:00.001+08:00

MY LOVE! :D

2011-10-06T16:46:00.003+08:00

Haiz..
im a lil disappointed with my friends..
yes..
nobody wanna coordinate outings..
so i did..
cuz i treasure friends..
yes.. boyfriends are important..
but so do friends..

very tired to coordinate with lots of last minute changes...
-.-
or some.. excuses.. always not free...
ok..
i did my part..
you choose to stay in or stay out of my life...

2011-10-03T10:04:00.002+08:00

Went to the temple on saturday..
and ask about the luck next year..
nothing much in particular..
next year will have good luck..
one thing DG mention is that..
cannot get married next year ar..
must get married on the 26 yrs old.. (Chinese).
which is 2 more year..
this yr is going to end le.. so i left lyk 1 yr plus..
Lols..
i din tot it will be so fast.. :D
din wanna tell bf abt it..
wanted him to propose when he is ready.. :D

2011-10-03T09:55:00.002+08:00

had a short and sweet date with my birdbird yesterday..
:D
nothing much thou..
had pizza hut.. so nice.. Slurp!
then shop around for his clothes..
such a vain boy..
haha..
then he wanted to watch movie..
but i din want to..

a lil sad.. my bf going reservist already.. :(
hope you can book out everyday.. :(

2011-09-28T10:07:00.002+08:00

Wanna blog about this very disappointing restaurant.
SWENSON..
A very well known family restaurant..

Bought a Groupon for @ $20 for a $40 vochure @ Swenson..
the due date is this Friday so we went ytd...
We waited for lyk half an hr before we can get a seat..
the waiter took so long (about 4 times) after we call them for order taking..
and when he came.. the order taker was rude..
he repeat our order so fast that we cant catch what he was saying..
he did not tell us what promotion they r having..
in the end we say the top up meal for soup so we ask the waiter to order for us...
after Bf food was served, the drink and soup were not here yet...
was abit pissed and ask the waiter again...
that was when he came with the soup and drinks..
next pissed off incident was when he serve my food..
they served salmon with mashed potato but i ordered salmon baked rice..
Zzz...
i told them i did not order and the waiter keep repeating that i order that..
but i gave a very angry face la..
and he gave in and change for me..
i made him promise he will give me my food in 10 mins..
lols..
im a difficult customer la.. but well..
i pay de leh!
cannot be i eat sth that i dun wan right..
gonna banned swenson for a while...

2011-09-28T10:06:00.001+08:00

Finally.. Sis birthday party was a success..
But damn..
all my picts look ugly..
BF say.. im fat already..
ok..
time to joG agaiN!
Sigh..
Time.. when can you be enough?

2011-09-19T16:47:00.002+08:00

Why am i so unhappy and fustrated recently..
i hate myself..
what happen to me?
tell me pls?

maybe im too much to want my bf to accompany me more often..
i feel neglected..
once or twice a week of meetup is just so not enough..

why do i always feels unhappy when he is out with his friends...
but is not the point that he went out with his friends..
is just he doest spend enough time with me...

you understand?
you dont...

im always unhappy and paranoid to you...
i just feel so unimportant to you..........
tell me why i feel this way..

2011-09-13T00:35:00.003+08:00

Im really very sad..
I know im wrong to always throw temper and gets angry easily..
Why cant you just be more understanding that its my time of the month?
Do u always jus tell me u r tired and throw me aside..
How miserable it is to be thr waiting to see whether u will leave me anot..
Im feeling very miserable..
Sometimes.. Jus feel that im tired living in this world..
But till then.. I have got no courage to end the life..
Im realli miserable..
How can u leave me aside whenever there is problem..
Life is miserable..
Why?

2011-09-07T17:07:00.003+08:00

Why do i feel so unsecure..
Keep thinking..
Am i playing with my future? Am i on impulse..
Seriously cannot stand those girls around him..
No matter how nice he treats me.. Im still afraid..
Maybe i jus dun wan to get hurt lyk the people i heard and see..
I dun wan to get cheated...
Maybe u may think im paranoid.. Maybe i naggy..
Maybe i keep asking about those girls..
But do you ever understand my fear??

2011-09-05T10:40:00.002+08:00

Why i dont want my boyfriend to read my blog?
because..
i want to tell you my problem personally.. :(

2011-09-05T10:29:00.000+08:00

Blogger is my best friend… :S
I hate work..
I Seriously hate work..
Why being a boss you cant do anything?
I have been following up for this material since June..
Constantly follow up..
And this idolts told me.. oh.. still in progress..
Still manufacturing..
Whatever shits..
Comes to the time of delivery.. and you told me you miss my order?
Is it even possible when im following up every single month?
And now the customer Called and Scold me..
What the hell..
And the so called boss say he would handle..
And from the start of the issue.. been asking him to call USA!
And ask abt the issue.. but he din freaking call ONCE!
If you can be the boss why bother abt the pathetic few dollar?
Cannot afford then claim la!
He did nth..
And the customer call and scold me every single week… :(
He din dare to answer the customer..
He din want to..
When the customer call.. he ask me to answer..
And when he needa transfer info to customer..
He ask me to call..
What the Fuck!
I HATE MY JOB!

2011-08-29T16:37:00.002+08:00

Seriously dont feel good about Boyfriend going oversea with his friend..
was it that i will miss him or was it i dun trust him..
i bet its half half.. anyway..
no matter what i say.. it couldnt stop him.. :'(
alright.. let him be..

shall try not to be so affected by him anymore...

i will be myself..

Sometimes i feel that he realli treat me very well and dote on me..
sometimes i feel otherwise...
does he realli dote on me?

people often tell me please find someone who really love you and dote on you..
well..
how? saying is easy...
i just want a doting and faithful husband with a happy family... hais..
Ok.. dont think so much........

2011-08-29T16:35:00.003+08:00

Still feel that the election result is so not fair...
Aiyo!
TCB sld have win if the two did not come out for election...Grr...
they were not qualified..
And damn those 37k ppl who gave rejected votes...
Anyway..
Good luck to Dr TCB...
hope everything will be well for him and he could continue to be the Singapore Voices....

2011-08-23T09:28:00.002+08:00

Dont know why i feel so insecure when my bf is going oversea with his friend.. :(
but i dun wanna stop him cuz.. i feel i sld let him go.. :(
what should i do...
sure i will be feeling miserable when he realli go.. :(

2011-08-23T09:19:00.002+08:00

took leave on the 15 Aug and intended to go USS.. but it rained.. :(
well.. im super disappointed..
and i sulk the whole day...
my mood wasnt good too...
keep giving bf a unhappy face..
but im not angry with him la.. jus that.. its toooooo disappointing.. :(
we shopped around vivo.. did some shopping..
den proceed to movie..
dinner was at this place.. i forgot the name..
dun noe wat steamboat.. it is right beside King louis rest..
it sucks to the max!
crabmeat with the plastics unremove..
and small metal pcs in the soup..
and the damn person tell me..
ooo..
its the loose pcs that comes out from the sponge for washing dish..
what the fuck?!?
and she just walked away pretending nth happen..
no sorry no compensation..
this will be the first and the last time..
i will find out the name of the restaurant and storm it!
but well..
on a happy note..
my boyfriend bought me a sweet gift..
a necklace..
:)
he told me : Although im quite broke this month due to the payment for flat, i still want to buy this diamond necklace for someone i wanna grow old with..
touched max.. :')

2011-08-10T12:52:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since i feel so down..
suppose to be a happy holiday yesterday as i got the ticket for NDP.
well..
i ruin it..
i gave him faces due so some small incident..
alright..
but im realli sad when he keep finding fault with me through out..
ok..
maybe im realli not good enough..
but you dont have to say me clumsy right..
i went with you to NDP because you want it..
i went despite my house was busy and despite my headache...
cant you just give in to me a little and appreciate me abit...
hais..
the words you said hurt me deeply..

it's already 1pm..
he have yet to message me..
ok..
maybe he is still angry..
i was comtemplating whether i should message him..
but i guess not..
thou im @ fault..
aren't he too?

i thought this wld not happen anymore as we had already taken our flat..
:(
are we going to break from this incident?
i have no idea..
its always his call... :'(

2011-08-03T13:44:00.002+08:00

Romantic and special proposal will be remembered for life...
but i doubt i will have one.. :(

Guys should propose with a ring and not a flat..

but in singapore its so hard cuz flat needa wait for 3 yrs..
so most of the guys take flat and skip the proposal step...

2011-08-02T09:49:00.002+08:00

i think.. somehow or rather..
every girls want to get married..
but.. well.. i dun think this should be rushed into.

recently i saw someone blaming the bf for dun wan to marry her..
hais...
i think.. he have his plans ba.. shouldnt rush him into it..

i dun wanna rush into it.. and im very scared.. and he hve no plans too..
i will just wait............

2011-08-02T09:48:00.003+08:00

Suddenly have the urge to write.
Hmm..
Life is so boring with the regular quarrels..
i miss my friends..
i wonder if they do miss me too..
i feel lyk meeting one of my best friend..
but i dun noe why..
she has been rather cold towards me... or us...
i dont dare to tok to her...

oh god..
please tell me what happen..

2011-07-16T18:44:00.000+08:00

Your Past is haunting me.......
I hate her....
Or maYbe..
i hAte you...

2011-07-16T12:22:00.002+08:00

Being in a relationship is a gamble..
either you get a right one or bad one..

Should i give up on us...
im not trying to threathen or what..
im realli tired of all this happening...
cant stop crying even till today...

pls help me..

am i having no confident in myself.. or.. no confident in him...

2011-07-14T22:44:00.002+08:00

So sad that i cried and teared everywhere i go... Why must you hurt me times and again... Maybe im realli silly to have given my best for the relationship... I cried so hard on bus jus now.. I really cldnt ctrl myself... Can you understand my pain? My cries? My shattered heart..

Im always there to share ur burden..
Try to giv you as many support as i can..
Yet all i have is hurt...
Its piecing my heart.. Shattering it..
Maybe i sld jus put it dwn and let you be my most beautiful memories..........

I wanted to cry now.. But i realise.. No matter how i scream.. Nth comes out.. No tears no voice..
Im numb? Or im dried?

2011-07-03T13:51:00.002+08:00

i dun noe what to blog..
been very emo..
been wondering..
why i keep trying to make others happy and giving in to others...
things i do... decisions i made..
its always others before me..
so much that i hate the things.. i would still give in..
when nobody had done so for me..
:(
Miserable work.. Miserable life..

sorry bf...
im throwing temper...
maybe its mood swing..

being a kid might be better off...
or jus dun wan to live on such a world anymore...

2011-06-16T17:31:00.001+08:00

Happy 14 th month! :D

Looking forward to our flat selection date..

No More stunts OK!~

2011-06-11T14:14:00.001+08:00

im sooo excited...
i've got a que number again..
hee hee..
my dear..
hope you dont disappoint me again..

well..
one thing i might get disappointed...
hongkong trip is always changing..
he say.. might delay.. :S

2011-06-11T14:06:00.001+08:00

dont understand why im getting so tired of work...
why am i so picky...
did i dun like the new assistant or is it just me being choosy..

aiyo~! slow.. stubborn... always thinks she is right..

getting into lots of trouble with work recently..
bosses may not be happy already...
back from lunch late..
and refuse to do some sourcing..
i hate my SAI job..

if not for the pay increament..
sayonara people..

2011-05-29T19:45:00.001+08:00

i dont know what is the defination of friend..
i tried my best in keeping in touch with all my friends..
and tried to arrange meet up and stuff...
but why...
people leave me.. :'(

i jus want to tell you...
i realli treasure you...
please..
hope one day you will tell me what happen and we can be happy lyk the past again..
i realli treasure you...
:'(
tell me if im at fault..
im more than willing to apologise...

2011-05-11T14:28:00.003+08:00

why is everyone buying houses and getting married..
-.-
dun tell me you getting married..

he ask me so what i think abt marriage..
i also dun noe..
i feel old actualli..
i fear for marriage yet i feel lyk getting married..
Contradicting..:S

2011-05-09T10:56:00.002+08:00

Wonderful weekend spent with boyfriend...
but i think i made him super tired...
we rented car for this weekend..
it was quite cool..

thursday
Collection of car..
then bf send me to school..
had dinner together..
then he went to school..
but the silly and blur bF toured ard west side
cuz he lost his way to school..
lesson suppose to be at 7 but he reached at 9..
he picked me after school..
went to this cheesecake cafe..
aw..
so pretty inside..
but too bad..
we reached late..
cldnt get in to eat..
so bought take away..
sitted in the car and chatted away in his car for quite some time..
enjoy every moment of it..

Friday..
went for class..
bf pick me after class..
went prawning at punggol..
he knew i nv had dinner..
so he bought me a sandwich when he pumped his car..
:D so thoughtful and sweet.. :D
no prawns at punggol at all.. Boo!
so fustrated..
so tired..
caught less than 10!
then he send me home..

Sat..
posted my virgin vote to PAP!
went for the nike run..
im so silly!
i went to tanah merah instead of tanjong pargar..
BoO!
cab to marina barrage..
reached there found karin and 2 of her friends..
flag off at 530pm..
but end up.. only started running at 545..
super many people..
finish running at 625.. around 40 mins..
the slopes and stones pavement are unbearable..
but still glad i manage to complete it..
cab home again.. Fucking 24 bucks..
then bf picked me up.. :D
went to kallang leisure park..
dinner! My fav jap food..
watched Water for elephants..
Sweet and touching show..
then went prawning afterthtat..
on the way we had a little quarrel..
hais..
he raise his voice at me cuz i dun noe how to see the GPS...
:(
felt very stress whenever im asked to do things that i have no confident in..
:'( but he dont understand...
i teared in the car..
guess he dun noe..
then reached prawning at bishan..
cooL!
caught alot of prawns..
very very happY!
lOls..
at abt 4am.. we left the place and headed for prata session at jalan kayu..
haha..
then he send me home..
reached home at around 6..
Bath-ed and maple-d and sleep-ed..

Sun
Woke up at 12..
mapled till 3 plus..
bf called...
help-ed him with his project for a while..
then he picked me up at 7pm..
he bought me bubble tea.. :D
sweet right..
but im abit unhappy lo.. cuz he was late..
but ok ba.. :D
went marina square and had mr curry..
very nice..
then proceeded to helix! :D
coOl place..
last destination was East coast park...
had some talks..
had nice walk..
then to watch soccer..
damn chelsea.. Why U no Win MAN U!
BoO!
then hOme sweet home..
that sum up my weekend.. :D

2011-05-06T16:21:00.002+08:00

Boyfriend is being very sweet recently..
i dun noe whether it wld last..
i guess i sld jus appreciate now and treasure the moment..

i din know why i would tell him..
i feel very stress when im with him..
i tot i would keep in my heart..
he told me he was shock to hear it and as if i am hinting something..
but im not..
jus feel stress of this relationship cuz..
you dont know whether when you will reach the ending point again..
but i feel his love.. his care..

i hope it does last..
but if it doesnt..
i think im prepared..
i have cried alot for this.. and i guess i got to stop it once and for all...
and i told him...
if we din make it thru this time..
i dont want to have any more contact with him...
i dun wanna be friend...
i dun wan to giv myself a chance to get hurt again.. and i think..
i maybe moving on faster if we r not contacting..

but he told me we are doing fine...
i hope so too...

well..
thanks for being so sweeet...
i treasure and appreciate it...

2011-05-04T14:05:00.002+08:00

Please people living in Aljunied..
i know you love workers party..
but please..
George Yeo is a Great man..
A Great Minister..
he did a lot for Singapore..
Don't condemn him...
Don't critise him...
he is just a humble and hardworking man..
vote wisely!

2011-05-04T13:36:00.002+08:00

recently GE has arise many problems..
its a wierd trend to see many younger generation, mostly first time voters...
went all the way to support Opposition..

i know people are all fighting for their own benefits..
people are not happy about current issues like the rising cost of living,
the Expensive HDB flats... the ERP.. the GST..and transportation...

but why not people look at what the PAP or perhaps the government had done for us...
they open up our trading hub.. our tourism.. and buildin us a safe and secure future...

yes.. not all people benefits..
yes.. the government cannot be satisfying everyone..
they tried to give everyone a roof...
and you want them to provide food as well?

i guess people should also look at the big pictures..
if our government giv and plan everythign for the people..
you think people will be working? or even try to work?

Singpaore as compare to other countries is so much better...
our economy strive.. our people are on the whole well to do..
no beggars around...

PeoplE! i know you wan your voice to be heard in the paliament..
but please..
be rational..
stop all the critising..
and please..
Vote Wisely...

2011-04-27T15:16:00.000+08:00

My lecturer was telling us..
Science student need to be very precise in your observation and experiments…
We were doing an experiment to test for urinary tract disease yesterday…
We used an urine sample…
When our lecturer ask us to observe, many answer came out.. it is yellow, pale yellow, cloudy..
He then say.. good.. so what’s the smell.. People were saying.. smelly.. pungent..
Then he asked whats the taste…
Everyone abit shock..
And he said… taste It and tell me..
Nobody move..

He told us a story…
When he was teaching a gp of medical student back in India,
It was the final sem and they will be getting the doct licsene…
Same case..
But the student thr asked him to demo tasting the urine..
So he dipped his finger in and then licked his finger…
Thou the student felt disgusted..
They follow suit..
And they commented.. oo.. the urine taste salty.. blah blah blah
Then this lecturer fail the class immediately..
He said..
I jus said that being a science student need to have a clear mind and good observation skills…
He said..
Having a clear mind wldnt taste urine…
And having a good observation skills you would have noticed that I dipped my middle finger in and I licked my index finger!

2011-04-25T13:18:00.000+08:00

I very stress up..
My life sucks now.. I breakdown and cried yesterday night..
Why am I always left with no choice..
People don’t understand.. People just point finger.. people jus gossip about you..
Well.. that’s not the first time.. so.. So be it..
Well.. team work..
How to achieve teamwork when u r pointing finger at ur teammember.. and when you are attitude-ing with ur member..
Ok.. maybe im at fault..
I doesn’t wanna sacrifice my sat..
Did anyone ever put themselves in my shoes?
If given a choice.. I oso hope to go oversea and just study and play..
If given a choice.. I oso dun wanna work.. jus concentrate on my study and have plenty of time for other things..
Classes everyday is killing me already..
Jus need a break.. appreciate even if its only 1 day..
Everyone is undergoing a different setting.. having a different story… you have no right to judge…
I have never mentioned that im giving up on my student..
Im alright with coming whole day on sun..
Anyway..
The main problem here is.. when people point finger at you.. people giving you that face.. people think that you are wrong… people are bias..
I dun noe what to say.. I m feeling very stress and unhappy now..

2011-04-18T14:48:00.002+08:00

shall dedicate a post to my KL Trip~

BoohOO!! Mr Tan is late again~
i cab and picked him up and reached airport at ard 4pm..
we checked in and he proceed inside to eat..
It rain when we were going to board the flight..
and as u know..
budget terminal got no shelter... Gosh~
they provide umbrella.. but we were wet too..
reached KL..
walked all over the place to find the Formula 1 booth and bought the ticket..
then cab back to hotel..
Mr tan say wanna rest a while..
so! he ended up falling asleep!!! _|_
im so hungry lo... i nv eat from morning..
i try to wake him for like 4 times..
he cant wake up..
So i sit there and teared.. (i know la.. i tear easily)
then he finally woke up!!
so we went downstairs to eat the sting ray.. satay and chix wing..
DAMN nice!
that sum up day 1..

Day 2
i threw temper again!
cuz!!
the F1 is at 4pm..
then the last bus is 2pm..
he sleep until 12 plus 1..
then go eat!
lucky manage to catch the last bus..
if not im so gonna scold him..
the jam thr is terrible..
we reach ard 4 plus lo...
miss the start
but the bus uncle did his best..
he even drive on the grass to move away from the jam..
the F1 was spectacular..
eye opener for me!
haha!
end at ard 6 and Goosh~
all the way back to hotel and reach at 8.30pm..
:( Jam Jam Jam..
went ding tai feng to eat... :D
was initially not happy de la..
cuz i wanna eat Xiao long bao.. but the kuku head eat the prawn dumpling..
but *slurp*... Prawn dumpling damn NICE!
haha~
then wanted to watch movie.. but Zz..
all the show already watched..
so we walked back to hotel..
to the back alley...
bought chix wing.. Satay.. Lu lu and some milk for the morning..
guess.. u might be thinking..
this 2 crazy fellow eat so much~
i din eat~ he ate it~~ haha

Day 3
woke up late oso.. (aiyA~ with Mr tan sure late)
went sungei wang to eat at Hk cafe..
shopped around..
went Lot 10..
shopped around..
lastly headed to berjaya time square...
had baskin robbin ice cream (yummylicious)
then shopped..
then to this starbucks..
the kuku head wanna use internet..
the green tea latte taste lyk shit (Super sweet)
then movied
watched source code.. nice show..
then rushed back to hotel..
took the camera..
had a bath..
here we go to the twin tower..
the transfering of trains thr is terrible..
Zzz..
Had mdm kuan's for dinner.. Yucks
expensive and not nice!
then had coffee bean...
then outside and we took lots of pic~
but its all trying out de la...
so not nice..
then headed back to hotel..
and i had A & W root beer float..

Day 4
preparing to check out..
and with our heavy luaggae..
we headed to sungei wang..
went to a cute toilet bowl rest..
:D
so cute..
the food so nice..
then headed to genting..
traveling + waiting..
checked in at 5..
then put our bag and down to mushroom farm for dinner..
then went gambling..
God DAMN It..
lose big time..
dun ask me how much..
then bf so angry that he lose money..
so he say dun play le..
so head back to room and sleep..

Day 5
went to this hk cafe @ genting..
the food is nice.. :D
after eating..
we decided to go try our luck again..
ok..
won back some..
:D
but in total still lose..
then headed back to airport..
the journey damn long..
we almost missed our flight..
phew~
and back to SG!

looking forward to more trips...

2011-04-07T11:43:00.002+08:00

Don't know why am so lazy to blog recently...

maybe nth interesting happen ba..

last weekend is the best weekend from the past month..
desmond was sweet..
i feel love.. :)
though he din do much..
jus the feeling..

we went prawning on both sat and sun..
haha..
hardcore prawning fan..
paris ris prawning is so damn hard!!
caught 1 in 1 hr...
sun we head down to bishan..
great place to eat! and oso prawn..
caught abt 27.. haha
cool yea?

monday and tuesday were very routine..
things is getting bad at work..
they threw everything to me..
thou im not realli busy..
but the load is too much to bear..
if u guys decided to save moeny and not hire anyone soon..
i will leave!
stop throwing work at me..!
im no all rounder..

Dinner at NYNY ytd.. Great.. love the feel..
So love.. :D

very much looking forward to the KL trip..
F1 here i come!!

Oh yaYa!! Eating out tonite!

2011-03-28T22:29:00.002+08:00

i dont need a super romantic relationship...
i dont need a super rich boyfriend..
all i ask is for you to love me for who i am..
to love me with all you can..

i need just a simple love...
i need just a simple family of my own...

难到我复出的你都看不见?

is it no matter how much i love you..
you can no longer feel..

you jus want to flirt around..
get a girl and jus throw me aside...

seriously speaking..
i realli dont know where did i gone wrong in the relationship..
i give all i can...
i care for you..
i accompany you thru all your hard times...
yet.. the one who get you in your good times..
is not me...

why dont i jus walked away? oh right.. because im an idoilt..

if you could read my mind.. you will be in tears...

do you know how it feels to let go of someone just to let him be happy..

You'r my favourite boy to hate.. my favourite mistake to make..

and one day i hope you look back at what you had.. and regret every single thing that you try to end it...

you never know how sad about the person standing next to you..

2011-03-23T11:19:00.002+08:00

Why are you blowing hot and cold...
he din call or sms at all ytd...
till 12 plus i call..
he say he tot im out so he din wanna disturb me..
whatever ok...
u usualli oso will at least jus msg.. :(
are friends more important than your love?
am i really so bad?
so bad that you cant love me at all?
cant treat me better?

Yups you are busy...
yups you are busy and you got time for your friends and not me..
am i too demanding to ask you to just spend some time to accompany me? :(

maybe i should start to move on...
leaving you but slowly....
:'(

So much that i dont want to..
but it hurt me even more lyk this........

2011-03-21T15:47:00.002+08:00

Went to Mark's wedding on Sat..
aw..
it was touching and sweet...
wish him have a blissful marriage..

anyway..
buddy seng brought me to fareast to have our hair curl..
haha..
temp curl..
well.. im not quite used to it..
but.. every one told me its nicer..
maybe i should try?

Boyfriend think so too!! haha.. :D

2011-03-21T15:46:00.001+08:00

Boyfriend bought me KOI!! Woooo Hooo..
Love Maximum!
Oolong Milk Tea!

Went Si MA lu to pray.. But damn it.. having my period.. So cant go in.. :(
then bf ate at hawker..
then cuz of nagssss... bf bought me KOI!
haha!!
then walked to Suntec..
stupid engwah close..
so went GV @ marina..
played some games...
then late dinner @ makan Sutra..
then Train-ed home..

oh no bf is sick..
im guilty la..
he sick still needa acc me..
but hmm..
i jus miss him.. So.. jus wanna meet...
the date is simple and sweet..
hoPe we can do this more often..
but anyway! we gg on holiday when bf can apply leave!!
wooHoo!
perhaps its next month!

2011-03-16T09:32:00.000+08:00

Its been quite some time since I blog…
Last week exam…
Had a very bad feeling..
HopEfully I won’t fail ba…
40 should be achievable ba… -.<
Bf din call me at all last week…
Hais..
Thou still got contact each other everyday..
I feel weird…
Sat meet up was quite cool thou..
He bought me to a restaurant beside the beach..
Love the ambience.. love the sea breeze…
Then we caught a movie…
Everything was quite alright ba..
Meet up again on Monday.. :D
Went to chomp chomp to eat…
It was ok too..

Loving him still… even if he willing to do a little change.. I think I will be happy..
Hope everything will goes well for us..
Im changing…. Will u too?

Happy Monthsary Boyfriend….

2011-03-01T15:45:00.001+08:00

Everything was calm this few days..
we still toks..